I have been busy in the urban area of a coffee room

 The position of sitting by the window, looking out with the traffic flow more or less alone daze. Tomorrow the weekend, when at noon Yan told me that she did not come home at night to eat and units to dinner. Son, will accompany the afternoon after class grandparents, and myself to have just completed a program, now in the rest of the state, not back to the unit to work. So the afternoon after waking up to a leisurely here, in the shadow of others rushed to see their own comfort. Evening, put the drinking cup of coffee and let cool, out of the cafe, time off work, the streets filled with people and cars, a figure from the people and vehicles through the crowded streets. My whole body was taking the time to the same moment, looked at the motionless figure alone, however, but a moment later, the shadow of a huge crowd had already scattered. I wake up in the out of the street, could not find any direction of the track with, but I have never find the slightest trace of a, like 7 years ago, leaving only the empty beating heart in the pale I have not found its frequency was. 7 years, busy every day, seems to have forgotten that part of deep-seated feelings, that deep-seated woman, with friends talking, laughing and having fun with his wife, his son, his face is always smile and laugh, satisfied smile. I try not to remember, but never dare to ask my smile is a heart, or face. Just trying to let it hang, slowly into a habit, a thing like the same set of clothes on himself, become an indispensable part of the. Lost home, after a bath with cool water, sitting on the balcony smoking, more and more concentrated in the smoke ring spit, smoke slowly balcony, along with the advent of night dissolved into the darkness, I faint saw her shadow, soft black sweater, jeans and a casual, as the former with a big bag, his face a little bit of arrogance, a little bit careless, a little bit of disdain, even more so I heartache is still hanging from her chest silver ring that child, tied the red string has changed color. Is she back? Illusion or am I? I did not dare to think of her, but, who knows, not to think, not my heart do not want to, but because she had all the time accounted for in the heart, have not thought too of the. Yan came back, I have slept. She did not know, I dream of Yun children. She used to dream about the same as wearing black underwear, barefoot on the balcony, breathing in the drinking water, see that I put down the cup came back to me and ran, jumped to his arms and hugged my neck, double- leg cross in my waist, with the rhythmic beating of two feet my ass, happy laugh, Waiting, waiting, one day I became the father of a child, another woman's husband left her quiet, like a lonely child, full of grievances, but did not dare to fight, afraid to cry, afraid to stay. 2 a weekend, as always, alone ALICE organizations to participate in mountain climbing activities,UGGs, this time to climb one of the highest local peak, I do a good job a few days ahead of physical preparation, go to the square early in the day also concentrated. When to go to the really early, four coaches parked on the roadside waiting for a quiet, several drivers standing on the roadside chat with the captain to none, I think I was the first one, and found his name The car, after seeing the car and a man came earlier than I, wearing headphones to listen to the music of a girl, long straight hair over her face not see a way, but jeans were out of two long straight legs tell yourself, it should be a great taste of the woman, I went seat next to the unconscious, said, music, then increase the volume, said, , but her eyes and tell you in good spirits and should be very quiet man Quedui perception of life girl. Intentionally or unintentionally, she looked at the other seats, but still said from his eyes, a do not bother to look. I did not say nothing TIPS, learn to like her eyes closed. When she was halfway to rest off Shang toilets, no and no one spoke, mountain wind, her thin body behind the backpack is particularly large, I do not know what was inside. Even tried to know what she was listening to music, so intoxicated, all for the outside world can be indifferent. But in the cold in front of her, then I do not say, just curious about the mind. Upon arrival, we brought in the foot of the mountain to eat their lunch, usually bread and milk, it was also ready the lunch boxes, all while laughing and eating, all prepared with the energy for the climb. She was the only person in the water, bottle after bottle of the drink, finish all of the empty bottle back into the backpack, with an excellent training environment, and occasionally a daze looking at clouds in the sky. I walked over and said to her: do not eat, have the strength to climb it? I do not see the peaks pointed top, the way she is still very cold, I had the energy of the water. I said, I have bread to eat? She shook her head, saying, thanks, I do. Began to climb, and I could not help following her to go, tolerance is a really big mountain, a hundred people walked the mighty, blink of an eye but no one went after the former but not of sight. I followed behind her, if attached to a large mountain hill, and only two of us walked, others can not see the team. Come is climbing enthusiasts, the Internet signed up to come along, the horse head leading the way, all the way arrows painted instructions, we followed the arrow to go, each according to their ability or fast or slow walked together in the friend would go together. The only people coming to me and she came alone, out of a simple idea to protect her, but also because I am lonely too, so they followed her. Always felt she was not crawl like thin top, so I will volunteer to stay with her. Of course I did not say what I think of her, but silently followed her. However, she looks thin,Bailey UGG boots, but the time to go hiking soon, has been at the front. I even have a little bit difficult to follow, I slowly began to admire her, only the energy drink where to go so fast? We slowly started talking, I said, you often come to climb it? Go so fast? She said, ah, I go fast because of fear they have been left behind. I say, why one person? She said, I like a man. I said, I make you hate it? She looked at me and said very serious thinking, not hate. I like to note the burden and take more effective when all of a sudden. Looking back now, the day of the climb really fatalistic arrangements, we walk together, chatting chatting to know each other's names, know each other's hobbies, she did not even know her boyfriend, in the inaccessible mountains, we'll stay, landslides in some places, I will reach out a hand to pull her over, when the palms of her hands in contact with that moment, I heard my own heart beat, it is a long absence, the excitement, I think this life is not their own I'll see your heart, there are such profound feelings. At that time I had just separated Yan, I thought I will no longer have feelings for any woman, but she made me have a never-being. Original and one section of the road through the plain, but also can be so profound happiness. Occasionally she stopped to drink water, I will take the backpack on the side waiting for her to help her, because she is just a big backpack filled with mineral water and chocolate hazelnut, chocolate, when she cut open the paper will be the way into my mouth Lane. Reached the top, we were the first pair. Looking down from the top, there are large tracts of forest, in the sky unpolluted clouds, there is no noise, only birds from the sky, flying in the joy of sound. She also like jumping around like a bird. I see she is no longer indifferent, but she was alone. Chuaizhe her phone number, to fight back the urge to fight sake, do not want to look frizzy and their lack of stable until Wednesday night to play, to go hiking on Saturday about her, she was actually on the phone readily agreed. 3, the trip is easy, way too far, 1 hour to the mountain is not high, but it opened the rhododendron is spectacular. She has always been jeans, white cotton shirt bland, random neck scarf tied purple, wearing big sunglasses, backpacks and filled many of the bottled mineral water and chocolate hazelnut. She was happy to get the job in the bushes, camera position for a variety of flowers, I could walk around in her turn, according to her under a variety of gesture. Between the flower and the flowers, looked at her kind of dreamy feeling, and then see her standing motionless, pale, and I walked over, caught like a lifesaver as she hugged me tightly, hands feet What is the grass behind the things, I see the past, the mountain wind blowing the leaves dry as heap, and rustled, I do not consciously hold her pile of leaves with a climbing pole disconnect, which is a small worm crawling , I said gently: Yes earthworms have crawled away, not afraid! She still did not dare look back, palms have been cold! After I sat down to pull her far away, she knocks water, has not let go Take my hand, leisurely mountain breeze blowing, I smell the scent from her blowing, mixed with roses and orchids The fragrance, feeling faint and lasting into years, I thought she was using a particular taste for perfume, a long time to know that she never used perfume, that is her unique body fragrance. The smell is destined to live my life in the loneliness and emptiness, the inability to extricate themselves. She said: people are afraid of something natural, as natural a preference for something like a lifetime event! I think I should be grateful she was mistaken for a snake piece of small worms,cheap UGG boots, is it hand in hand, let us start a life away unforgettable way. Day we would go back to the city early, we went to bookstores near the restaurant steak, she cut a small piece of a small piece of steak, and then crossed a piece into my mouth, I learned of her the way to feed her, but not her grace, the so-called East facilities effective frequency is I was the same again. But I never knew steak is so delicious. Out from the restaurant, we went to bookstores to read, she bought some novels, has persistently refused to let me pay, but allow me to help get back. The night we walked slowly one by one the street, back to my rented apartment. Join us in the bathroom shower, water from her slender body symmetry shed, rich aroma of roses and orchids together, filled the room, I always feel like in a dream, she is like the first time I saw the same light and natural bath in front of me, and then the body was dressed only in light of my resentment shirt, to the room to sleep. I went to the kitchen to cook the water, rushed to her tea, the room told her, she had fallen asleep. Curled himself, lonely and helpless sleeping in my bed, I said: kiss (Yun Yun) (I always call her like this, feeling deep love), it Naicha, you said, like to drink at night it's. She rolled over, still curled body back to sleep. Not completely alert, asleep. I turned out the lights, lie down, gently holding her. Her body slip into my arms and soft, I like holding a pearl, like, love the treasure carefully, for fear of accidentally lost. That night, I like holding her sleep,UGG bailey button, and dream, my world blossom aroma colorful. 4 Yun children moved into my apartment to live with her notebook and a box full of novels. She is a woman of traditional and cold nature of mind, for I gave up all her principles but so quietly, as if she has always been the same way. She said that a person actually fall in love with something I'm afraid, is unable to find the specific cause of the. Day she let me sit down, perhaps not entirely pre-existence of fate. She said that my eyes see is a clean and respected in the sky, as if by the hard climb to the top edge of the sky, no time to see the same breath that she can be arbitrary, turned to feel the deep meaning of mercy. In fact, this is what I want to say to her. Moved in the night, when I entered her body, she looks so pure and deep compassion in my heart, I just want good care of her, she is the last one of this century, green plants, I want to exhaust their ability to protect her, protect her from pollution, let her free in their own world, stretching. Yun children in the urban areas of a person opened a shoe store, the store's decoration is simple and taste, people walked slowly to enjoy the relaxing after the heart and soul, and slowly pick. She likes to put some elegant classical Indian music, and then sat reading a novel or tea to drink slowly, never talkative, so that sufficient space for the guests of their choice. But there is quite familiar guests believe her eyes, always told her to give advice, she will be proposed as a friend. Even in terms of management, she has always been close and good for you without the attitude, look for gains and losses are very light, but stress is placed on each pair of shoes in the right foot wear. She said, looking at the shoes were the guests happily put away, just as happy to see her daughter married, as the heart is sweet and with the slightest sense of loss, it is microseconds. So be sure to find a good pair of shoes for each destination, not reluctantly. I laugh at her silly, she to blame I do not understand spirituality. Her time is free every evening before in my work to the market or supermarket to buy food, and good food waiting for me to go home to eat. Thought of her a look to cook at home, I always impatient to work. Open the door, she is always drinking on the balcony and saw I came back and ran over and hugged me happy to say: you come back? Oh, we eat! I always considered her a good time to go home, the dishes are placed in a very clean, and shower on the balcony waiting for me. They slowly eat, she ate very little, usually soup and eat the vegetables, the store told me that she happened today, interesting things, saying that today goldfish kiss and kiss for a long time, there are seven goldfish tank goldfish, and only two are lovers, who have small dark spots called the Little King, a boy, because he always associated with another goldfish outside in the day, with its swimming stubbornly persists, and his partner called small fish, small gold and the most popular fish is the home of wind environment. I ate dinner while listening to her story the same as saying that some of the trivial things of life, to see the look in her eyes filled, for the first time feel so true taste of happiness, the original is so plain, so small, that has not separated from life. So I fell in love with life, because life in her. She was washing dishes after dinner, I sat on the floor Xiaoping Guo, cut into little pieces, and waiting for her to eat. She will be asked to come and enjoy looking at my work, in fact, just to express my praise, and then relish in eating, they boil water to make tea. She very carefully tea, tea cup and from the temperature, together with a bubble slowly, until the whole house with aroma of the tea. I like to look at her tea, slim fingers played with grace and charm of the tea, as the magician conjure up clear tea, tea constantly, the water has been in the middle of the curl of smoke. She told me that those who do not call the smoke, called tea rhyme. Only tea will have Tea and tea is tea rhyme soul, the heart has been floating in the tea, not discrete. Mature love is like Tea and need to carefully slowly brewing, once led to it will never discrete.