Intention to do education (on)

 Intention to do educational Feng Chien In fact, I am not qualified to sit here and many teachers, principals what kind of report. The first, from my age, the great seat of you are teachers, are the elders, both in high school and I , on the junior high school teacher's age, as are their elders. The second reason it, I am not highly educated, that is not a doctor nor a master, nor an expert.
speaking here today I think a shame, but since I came here today to share with, I may have two topics of concern, and we hope as an exchange, a share, the first from the beginning to now all the teachers participating in the Conference, principals, leading both mean-run, the state-run schools, the only one private school is me, I want us here experts, teachers, principals do not look different and the private development of the future of private education direction, may be more or less of our public education will be a little bit of reference, after all, at the national, private education and public education can be divided into two, divided the world, even in many developed countries, private education has been gradually too strong trend in the country to do the kind of education, of course, I am not saying that we do education in the country to do well, I'm not saying that we must follow the so-called developed countries of the road, but after all, private education has his own characteristics. Therefore, with teachers, principals to share. The second is what I am not highly educated, professional people do not too much knowledge, but education can do, to repeat the college entrance examination and overseas promotion of Chinese culture, and other training, score a little bit small, may represent a weak, I am an educated and vulnerable groups, I do not have a high degree, and it is not too much specialized knowledge, but to do something which results in education may be around you students, or students you teach are like me, and now learning may not be good, not even admitted to elite schools, but your word, your one act, one of your action, or even one of your expressions are may change a person's life may also change his own strength of society as a whole changes, so I have two aspects: one is public education with private education, one is my personal growth experience, with you for a share.
you read my little introduction, my mother is an ordinary farmer, although in Beijing, but Beijing also has many farmers, my father was a fitter by the Institute of Electronics, should be said that the family is common, but the poorest of our entire community a family, although the results of their junior high school is good, when I was admitted to a vocational high school classes of second, but why not in high school? Because my mother said, you do not necessary in high school, you just on the vocational high school, you can get the iron rice bowl, you can get the iron rice bowl, like your father are residents, and that was enough. So, with his father, mother, dream, and the whole family around everyone's dream, I entered a vocational high school. But in the vocational high school, I saw I went into vocational high school is not appropriate, because I really own a great goal, I want to have some results, and even have some success.
Secretary just said that we, my other cases, in fact, I am not the final choice of education, from the beginning I wanted to do education, but the reason I have not done this education, I think the first I am not a normal school graduate, the second is not a highly educated, and the third has no family background. how can I do education? so do education this dream has been buried in the depths of my heart, I do not show it, but it does make education in schools is the dream of my life, then the finished vocational school after the university entrance exam again, but was not allowed to high-pass college entrance requirements, that vocational high school, secondary school, technical school graduates do not allow common entrance examination, only adult college entrance examination, then I can only choose adult college entrance examination. At that time, the iron rice bowl my work is sub-mission under the radio factory, an iron rice bowl should be said that he quit the iron rice bowl to re-test into college, test the People's University Industrial Economics and Management, I was admitted to the undergraduate degree, but I thought I can not, because when I graduate, I have been not a soldier, I have to give me time to do the planning, university, military service, study and do my own business, I think like, for their own, the cause of their dreams, so I re-adjusted to college undergraduate, go to the in Coban, learned two years later because of Coban, the last year you can take a correspondence-type or a form of self-study can also be obtained diploma, then the completion of two years later, after I choose when to go to the army Datong, Luoyang, I should say a little bit of the reason is not strange not because I've been, but I know there is a Longmen Grottoes in Luoyang, Datong, Shanxi because I have a soldier when Yungang Grottoes, Luoyang, which is one of my strong impression.
when I joined the army , did not give up learning, can be said in school, particularly in the vocational high school, I abandoned three years, there is no good learning, because I think Anyway, the iron rice bowl, and graduation are one hundred percent of the iron rice bowl, Why should I still have to learn? then mixed over the three-year vocational high school, but deep in their own kind of dream, the kind of deep desire to own that I have results, I have success, I want to do school I particularly want to do a particular school, so when their own soldiers, or to continue to learn, of course, I'm learning Japanese, because I want to study, he himself must have at least basic language.
soldiers After the end, of course, there are many in the process the hardships, there are many interesting things, I do not want to repeat here much, because a little bit of personal achievement or personal growth is not a common experience, so I do not want to do too much analysis .
followed back to Beijing, as in the armed forces, he himself is also a meritorious service, to join the party, awards, etc., assigned to the Zhongnanhai me, let me go for a drive to the head, a total of five hundred Beijing Veterans, election a ten, picked me, although I was not well educated, but frankly I'm in the military which is the highest educated people, the only one who had reached a college student, I helped the young man wrote a half Jilin The letter said that serving in the army can not write too many people. assigned to Zhongnanhai, to the heads of driving, but people have told me to speak with head drive, I said a word, I said I dream is their own cars, I do not want others to drive. I mean not that I want luxury, I want to drive, I mean that I have to go its own way, I have to go they can take the road, I can not let other people to send me, or I'm good at drawing people to take the radius of my life, this will not work. So, I said I want to start my own car, in fact, I went to the 2004's when we come to buy their own The first car, not that I want to start my own car a good vanity, good fortune, I said I want to start my own car, I mean I go my own way, because after all, I had planned my own way. when I run a company in Zhongguancun, a small company, because I want to go to Japan to study abroad, want to have money Yeah, no money how to study it, a district in the poorest families as I have no money to study, to do for themselves, a small company, every day throughout the paper to sell my copy, copier toner, and so some things, accumulation of tuition fees, months of time saved for a twenty thousand dollars, but also through a friend , acquaintances, and finally through my sister, the mother of a classmate to borrow the one million yen to Japan to study abroad, I am very grateful to her, and do not know why I only met twice with her face, she even dare to lend me a million yen, in the 95's, 96 years time, that's an astronomical figure Yeah, but she did not lend money to her nephew lent me, I do not know why? might actually experience when I was growing There is always elegant, good people helping me, supporting me with my dream to Japan to study abroad, had the idea was to pursue a Ph.D. degree, master reading, the name of science, on the East large, the Waseda, their planning good. But in Japan, can be said that the first pin down the plane I wanted to come back, why? we should note that no political problem, do not think that I am not a fan outside the ocean, is not fake foreigners, is I have not changed international, I am pure Chinese, we talk about politics aside.
to Japan then I think he is too advanced, too advanced, and I just wanted what was to him developed, What makes his art, in particular, there are two small things that make me more determined I am to return home, I thought my dream round.
first thing I went to Japan after the fourth day , we have to be a book, each person must be a book, otherwise you can not take cost of living, so I went to the post office to pick up a book, although I had learned a little Japanese, but quite frankly I do not hear understand, do not know people say? their own for a long time told her that she may not understand, but she saw me holding a seal and my admission, she knows I want to do books, five-year-old A lesbian told me a long time, how do I do about books, finished, and I did not understand, but she gave me had finished, she let me in the envelope I posted that a stamp book, I do not know why the post office in Japan, at least I do not sell stamps that the post office, I do not know why? may have its reasons, where there may be a convenient inconvenience, she told me, you in front of a 24-hour store, where there is a small stamp, just across the road, I will go out the door, out the door to sell stamps and then I thought about where I want to first see if there is next to the thrift shop to sell the old furniture, and I turned around and went to thrift stores, and after the person to the post office came out with me, took my hand, I said why? She told me that over there, then I will understand Oh, she is actually afraid of me the wrong way, so go back. we all know, in our country post offices, banks, government departments are organized structure of the country, I believe no one took my hand out tell me where to go. This is the first little thing, is a fifty-year-old ordinary people.
second thing is when I am in a week, riding a bike to help also from the Beijing to the people, put his shoes and clothes to bring him because I was his mother that brought him to direct this thing, I find this place to ride a bike, but could not find how to find and ride the did not find an hour later, I asked a selling vegetables, and I said do not know, I put that I'm going to place a note to him, after reading it he put his money box did not a cover lock, and then took me for half an hour, looking for a half an hour later, he was not familiar with here, asking many in a small alley inside a small building, he said that here, I'm thousands of ex million Hsieh, but he only said one sentence, that sentence I understood it, he said, are welcome. to go back later to sell his vegetables, so I later moved there for a half a year, I bought a whole half of his dishes He is just an ordinary person selling vegetables, then to my left, when I asked him, you know why the old in your grocery shopping here? Because I've gone for a year and a half, speaking pretty good, he did not know. I said, because once you take one and a half ago to find a way I find a student from Beijing. He only said one sentence, this is normal, every day has found the way here people. no pronouncements adverbial.
I want to explain why these two things? Why a stubborn place finishes to the development of the country, both ordinary people should not be highly educated, a vegetables, a five- ordinary teenager, I found that because really the development of a person's qualities and ideas, improve the quality of a country, this country will be able to develop, rather than the number of Ph.D. said there should be, how many post-doctoral, how many graduate students.
course, today I say this is my one of the words, not necessarily just as a communication and exchange, this is my personal opinion, so I said, I want to return home, to do my own dream among the schools, because I always wanted to do a vulnerable group of students here are not good students can learn knowledge and learn to both schools, this has been my dream. I am on the third day, I to Regulation of my school, many poor children to study here I am studying here in the afternoon in the ordinary school work inside the factory, they do not pay tuition, but also in the process of this work is a learning process. This has always been my dream, I've said with others, they say you know about education? you just do not understand, education is to test Tsinghua University, Beijing University to test, it can be called education, so, I Oh, can I something to think childish, this is an idea I had, so education is really to do a dream of my life.
followed, I chose to return home, when the tide is going abroad, not returning tide, I they have to return home, I am looking for my classmates, many of my friends come to me, he said you are sick, why did you return home, you know it is not easy to go abroad more than ah. Later, the principal to me, he said, you see from the Since the establishment of our school to which you have five hundred students, you are the first to return, he said you are very good results, why are you not a good university in Japan on Kyushu University mm it? Kyushu Kyushu University is the best school, getting the equivalent of our big this position, he said to you now you can get on the level of Kyushu University. I said I want to go back, because I think my heart every day in the fierce struggle, and I can not wait, I have to go back, go back and do my school. he said that this level you can also run the school, because he was too educated to understand China, Tsinghua University is to test, test Peking University, the number of undergraduate rate, etc. This can used as evaluation criteria for the school, and then have to be what kind of background. He said you can not accomplish such a school, you have to complete university education in Kyushu, and then read the Master Reading Dr finished, you go back to school would have the development. I said I still want to go back.
visa expires on the last day, that day too painful, lying in bed, walking in the ground, and lying in bed, and go in the ground, because to this day I decided that if the visa extension, and I was in Japan to continue learning, living and working, if not longer I would have to return home. Finally, I put on my door, a bit like sense of drug, because it is really difficult decision because I was the only five hundred, after all, such a case, such a sick person. to five o'clock in the afternoon, when my heart at ease, why is it called? are no good anyway, go to time has passed.
back home, they began to do the first among my ideal school, but also the ability of the first training school, I was 98, back home in April, 98 July I organized the first school, called the Education for the weekend participants, what the nature of a school? This move 5m12 year-old child inside, what? fire drills, earthquake drills, the viability of training and other activities.
earthquake drill we rented a small bus to take them to the Earthquake Research Institute, look at the earthquake video, and then look at seismic instruments, the last to do earthquake drills, teach them how to dress, how to play plywood, really an earthquake, and the place to which to hide, it does not the windows, standing on the side of the wall, or in the windows side, there is little room inside the house or in the large, is still on the table above the table top, and so on, this lecture, including having children pulling their ears to the ground in turn six or seven laps, and asked him your father's phone number? your mother's phone number? What's your father? your mother name? and so on. here's some teachers say that Why use it! often a man in his most dangerous when she has forgotten the parents contact telephone number, you do not know anything even their own name. Suppose that you are someone with a knife entered a home, you will because he was nervous too, have their own do not know What? Therefore, we so often see in the simulation, and let them learn how to play the alarm call, we have many parents call you a dozen police, or fire, our house 506, which floor, which number in your family 506, which cell 506, a shiver of your hand, even the 110,119 concepts are too close to come. We teach students to tell him what I was building what area which number, and then my family had an old locust tree, etc. We are such training. half the time or the winter ridge results, take me back from Japan with 15 million lost to 80 dollars, from the beginning enrollment of 40 individuals or 40 individuals to the final collapse.
me it really is a test of life and death, but I did not choose to commit suicide, he really is lost, I think a person did not even viability, but also about what other capacity mean? when I was a ideas, in their own time to run the school under a lot of thought, for example, we are the first hair color advertisement in Beijing, a school, the door was made in the People's University, not the fat is robbed, robbed, like a lot of people mad Why? dumplings to take home with, is that the dumplings on top, under the promotional materials put it, he said that very good use. After that, we also applied for a 800 phone, but also to give students, parents a convenient, the results are basically to our phone calls are harassment, because he knows that we pay to his call.
In addition, I also do a lot of public activities, I have a lot of floor inside, next to the trash, because I feel dirty, I wrote a so this phone, so there was very new, but there is inside the new new, the result is not the direction I expect to develop, then the last time, but also a choices, that is, to do or not do? Because every morning I have to do a small bus to pick up my students, at 6 o'clock I want out of the bus, followed by mini-bus to go, seven thirty three places in Beijing to meet my students, after the connection is over, I am here to learn in one day, we have such as calligraphy class, and I told the students, I do not ask you to write a beautiful word, but I ask you to learn to observe, and we have to make dumplings course, there are laundry lesson sew on a button class, and so there are five to twelve years of age for these children to education, and the other class we have some teams and help each other so that lesson class.
forty people in this basic on all television reporter, and some returnees, and they said they did not find to find that such schools, and finally found it, did not expect was such a young, twenty-six, seven years old boy do the parents have their consideration, but parents still have to go with me, but the students have been very few.
do six months at the time, that is, when in January 1999, I was really worried, because every day to pick up and today when it means a sum of four hundred dollars, so I think that should or should not do myself.
fact, we do the teachers of public schools, I know you are very hard, very hard, including the principal of our public schools , you pay a lot of ordinary people can not understand the hardships, but I want to tell you, in fact, in order to make private education really has paid to the hardships of ordinary people can not imagine.
to complete a day of class, I send my students go home, have a parent that day he forgot, I have been there until the evening at eight Fuxingmen, because I did not phone, I took the student he could not leave this place. parents up until eight o'clock, I am today did not pick up their kids, he thought the child put her grandmother there, I did not expect the child to let me here, to eight, when he came, apologized, and so, I said nothing. Then he picked up, and I can not Zheliang small bus ride, because the small public trip a hundred, I'll let it go, I took another trip to a small bus, two dollars, from Fuxingmen to the People's University, for my office address is basement in Renmin University.
take a small bus at the time, I was tired, very tired, I also want to do or should do, or stop now, or how, I am closing the last row of the small bus Head repose, thinking, I heard the popping sound, so I open eyes and saw the front row of students sitting on my very painful eyes closed there crying, I learned later, because the fly in a stone outside, playing in the glass, all pieces of glass into his eyes inside, so his eyes closed, the blood to flow out from inside the eye, at that time he could not cry, I feel he is the scream and the parents called, this time , quick, quick drive to the hospital, we have followed him to the hospital to prove that is not caused by the bus driver, is it outside the stone came to the nine later, we go back on the road frankly, I'm scared If my students take a small bus, how to do? If you are playing in the eyes of students, which is a consequence, if hit in the driver's eyes inside that is what kind of results? I really think of fear.
next day, I decided I did not do my ability before training school, although that was my dream, but the reality I was, after all, ability, energy, financial and other aspects of relations are not enough, so how do you do so the case has significant challenges in the country are not of such nature schools? So, I think five days at home full time, because our class only once a week, and I found I had the Vocational School teacher, I told him that I would like to school, you learn that I do that? he said, I said you do not love to do, but you have to leave this step. I said, what do you say school? He said the schools do test class. because it is the parents needs, community needs, student needs, school needs, and my teacher has been very Believe me, he said you were there I taught the students The most heterogeneous student, but also I'm most proud of the students, because you have every option, although not the same with others, but I as a teacher, I very much approve your choice, so you should have a saving ideas , first to the needs of society as your first step. He said I know you do not love to do, but you want this as your first step, after all, this is an exercise for you six months.
I went back and to five days, after which I said, well, I do test first class schools. but I told my teacher said that I do that is like school exams, I have to teach students knowledge, but also teaching students man, I always think that a man than the knowledge of a hundred times more important than the test, a thousand times and a million times. because the reason why developed countries are not teaching well-developed education developed. that is why I say I do I have to do my ideal type of school examinations.
Then, we registered a new route to school, our teachers and principals might say, this is not the Japanese Shinkansen? Yes not want fans outside the ocean, but also would like to take audio and famous, and like a good situation to their own school-like gas, not the case. because the new route has two meanings:
one, it means others go a different way, so we called the new school in Japan Road. Of course, in Japan, the Shinkansen is not called, and called the Shinkansen train people thought we were a train driver from? so we can only be called a new way, but no matter where do I want to go with someone different a way, this is the first cause.
Second, I do Shinkansen in Japan, I was sitting at the window next to an old man sitting next to me, where I said something not natural, because speak Japanese every day, very naturally, the car has been opened up, I said one sentence: I'm detained. it was the old man, estimated that he wanted to give me the dialogue, or that he knew I was a foreigner, he was afraid to say I do not know too difficult, he said such a sentence: it faster than China! I was deeply exciting, really popular with stimulation, I think it is an insult, but the reality is it is a fact. I 7 31 to Pinghu, Zhejiang's documentary to open the General Assembly, August 19 because I want to go to support education Miao, I have many dreams, education is only one of my dreams, I would like to ethnic minorities in China culture to the world, and this is one of my dream. I just take the train this morning, came to Luoyang, a total of over eleven hundred kilometers, I walked fourteen hours, which is eighty miles per hour, and I Japan's Shinkansen ride is three hundred kilometers an hour, so not only an insult, but also a fact. So, I take the new route is aimed at, I then set myself a vow to return to China, I No matter which industry do, I have become the industry's fastest, the best, maybe once I reach, reach one year, ten years reach, but that is my lifelong pursuit, so to do the best.
So, these two reasons, I chose the name of the new route.
turned around, we do a test class for the school, we were purely educational, and also very easy. I was impressed, I eighty dollars, and my staff, I two employees, one I had once worked as a teacher a month or so, retire later, I invited him to come, one is me a classmate, and then they both said that we do not pay, we believe that we can develop very believe me.
house that I rent a basement level People's University, that the Director is also through other teachers introduced to, and the teacher said the young man is very heterogeneous, but he is very ambitious, he is very thought, you support what he has. At that time, the Commissioner said that I slowly take you three months rent. I thought you free had received three months, you have two underground floors, and also free of charge. but he said I could only receive relief, after all, this is the state-owned assets. that house brush room, the decoration is a person I do, night after night go brush room during the day, waiting for students to consult, rats running around the basement, catch the mouse is me, so I think that really should not have money, but no way, state-owned assets,
no money after , how people know I like the school examinations, the weekend before my Education for the school newspaper advertising also? Because I was there one hundred and fifty thousand, from the Japanese get it back fifteen million, one and a half time to earn. but no money how to do? They say you can print small ads, then go to hair, to paste, then, strictly speaking is not allowed, not allowed even now, and arrested and detained to that time is not detained, but did not know how to deal with you, I printed for fifty dollars a small ad, also printed a few large, I dare not go during the day, fear Yeah, the first night I was riding a bicycle to the area inside , after twelve plug into the car behind, we have what courses, when class, what teacher, the teacher I was invited to come, I think I have the ability to persuade them to come, but I can not afford to allow students to, because they do not opportunity for me to lobby them, so I also published some small ads, and then take our family with the hot hand of a red flour, salt into a paste, anyway, is affixed to utility poles to poles, the district has a promotional card, I posted billboards, and later, there is no publicity cards go out into the car behind the Cypriot people. honest, honorable, although the time tube is not tight, but also break the rules. now think of it is also very ashamed, but now this new route without way, and the night was really terrible. I remember most is the night of the three security training on the road with my sprint, I am a soldier, the body is not bad, every time I can put away the security far behind. In the winter, to brush a layer of utility poles, and you turn back not stick, and he into blocks, and frozen on the. One time, because the relatively late to go home, not daring to eat , but also to publicize the night, I really can not stand the hungry, and I see I have here a batter, as it is fresh flour with hot water, so I wanted to scoop the next day I might eat two spoons, anyway to brush their own spoon to scoop a few days, but go back later that day, really can not stand the morning, the first diarrhea, pull over, not yet, really painful, really became very sick, my mother sent me my three hospital , then almost theosophy is not clear, the finish bit by bit.
now think that experience, but also find it very interesting, and I think people should have such an experience, this is not a bad thing. through this some time in the publicity really have the students come to the two students to report here, we had a lesson to seventy dollars for each teacher, the teacher of the course fees Beijing high, seventy dollars, we were a student Course fee is eighteen dollars, and you open or not open, I said to the teacher, I give you the tuition you like to come? teacher said I do not want to. you give students that the two of you can not pay seventy? Students say that we do not want people.
how to do? this time I told my mother that you can turn your pension is to me, two people I have commenced. Firstly, I want the teachers responsible, because I told them However, I worry that you must have the students come to class. Secondly, I want to responsible students, a man I said I would also commenced. So, my mother said OK, home to so some money to take you away it.
our true test ban two people from the beginning of a course taught two people a good effect. to the winter break, we turned into twenty, thirty people, aged people, fifty people , seventy, one hundred people, so gradually through this crisis. in particular to the winter time, to the over one hundred and sixty students, I also put the three months late with the rent paid, but also to I made two employees wages, the other school had a little bit of money to advertise, then we do some official propaganda, does not take such a crooked ways of approach.
in 2003, when a Beijing place disaster mm SARS, said the new route can be the biggest victims of SARS schools, SARS, I lost a total of 140 million, but the new route is the biggest beneficiary of SARS, because SARS Shinkansen fame. when Beijing City more than a total of 70 repeat school entrance examination, we know SARS is from the beginning of April 23, all schools are closed, May 22 Middle School when the placement of all formal resumption of a class into two classes, the Board of Education repeat all of the college entrance requirements and do not open the school to open your own decisions.
According to report by the College Entrance Examination in Beijing more than 70 schools in only one school repetition resume .5 mm Shinkansen 21 schools, we Haidian District Education Commission, Secretary came to the new route, they say we have estimated the possible resumption of classes is the new route, because we already know the new president of this small is very bizarre route, it is a color, it is different from the others, we worry about is his resume. because it when they have to bear the responsibility if I have a suspect, then Director of Education should be dismissed quarter, I now have a diagnosis, then District will be affected. Therefore, the secretary and the director came out, I do not resume, said : resume can you sign my death warrant if you have suspected, a diagnosis, you assume full responsibility. I said: I want to resume. What do they say you re, you will lose money for a resumption of classes, your class in two classes, you should resume with a lot of facilities and equipment. I said I can not delay the child's life, because all the schools I Shinkansen each class should listen to my speech, students are listening to my speech into Shinkansen school, so I have to resume, I can not live up to trust my students.
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